Viscous CYC

Trapped within a vicious cycle

False senses of euphoria

Teased with happiness

Desperate for relief

Strangled with chains of nostalgia

I wanna breathe

So stuck

Too attached

Less love

I can't breathe

The future is fog beyond my line of vision

I wish and beg for better

But I worry better is a figure of my jaded imagination

I'm thrown back into that vicious cycle

My soul yearns

My heart aches

Hope continues to disintegrate

Love shallows


I remain attached


Crawling to the comfort of past

Clinging to reminisce


Revamped


I am nurtured once again for the cycle